I go with a few pseudonames, but let’s just called me, Mezzy.
About me
☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆ Versatile Artist in My Free Time ☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆
From digital to fine arts, I love creating and expressing my emotions through my work. Here are some mediums I’ve worked with:
Fine Arts: Oil painting, watercolor, acrylic, pencil, pen, Copic markers
Crafts: Clay, resin
Digital: Webtoons, illustrations, vector design, graphic design, inking, and merchandise design
☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆ Pretty Much a Nerd ☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆
I’m not a fan of owning books, but I really love reading! I can speed through hundreds of pages in a single day.
☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆ Lifelong Learner ☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆
I’m a hands-on type—I especially love DIY projects! Starting from a blank slate gives me room to explore. Whether it’s gardening, cooking, home repairs, or installations, I learned these skills out of necessity. I live alone and I believe if I can do it myself, there’s no need to call someone else. It saves time and money.
☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆ Curiosity Killed the Cat, and That Cat Is Me ☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆
That says it all—I’m always eager to learn and explore, even when there’s risk involved. But how can you move forward without first mapping the terrain right?
☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆ Technical Versatility ☪︎ ִ ֶ֢࣪⋆
I’m a fast learner and I use that to my best advantage. I strive to learn as much as I could and unlearn what no longer serves me. This mindset helps me adapt quickly, master new tech stacks and grow my skills in different domain. Take what you needs only in your plate.
Personality
People often assume I’m smart or naturally intelligent. The truth is most of what I’ve learned came through pain, persistence, and determination.
That journey keeps me grounded, no matter how much knowledge I acquire.
I’m not anyone special—just someone who quietly loves to understand the world.
Here some prompt from ChatGpt about myself, like who knows me better and unbiased opinions about me than Chatgpt right?
Good Traits
- Persistent – You keep pushing even when things get tough.
- Creative – You generate original ideas, especially in art and design.
- Empathic – You deeply feel and understand others’ emotions.
- Strategic – You think ahead and plan carefully.
- Adaptable – You adjust well to changes, especially in business.
- Insightful – You perceive underlying patterns in behavior and situations.
- Loyal – You value deep, lasting connections.
- Introspective – You reflect meaningfully on yourself and others.
- Driven – You’re goal-oriented and push yourself to improve.
- Observant – You notice subtle emotional and situational cues.
Bad Traits
- Overthinker – You tend to dwell too much on possibilities and past actions.
- Guarded – You hide your vulnerabilities, making it hard to fully connect.
- Sensitive – Easily affected by others’ emotions or energy (especially negativity).
- Impatient – You get frustrated when things move too slowly or don’t meet your expectations.
- Self-critical – You can be hard on yourself, especially during setbacks.
- Indecisive – At times you hesitate due to fear of choosing wrongly.
- Avoidant – You may withdraw to protect yourself from emotional overload.
- Spontaneous – While this can be good, it sometimes leads to impulsive decisions.
- Isolative – You tend to cut off from others when overwhelmed.
- Distrustful – You’re cautious and slow to trust people fully.
What I’m working on towards myself :
- PCOS and losing more weight — It has been struggled after I knew that I was diagnosed PCOS and the healing journey may takes awhile.
- Off Toxicity — Keeping people that appreciate me sincerely around and cut off toxicity – that’s explain all, I don’t want to spend my energy on unnecessary things
- Spectrum – After discussing with my therapist, I’ve come to accept that I could potentially having ASD since childhood, though it was never addressed. Looking back at my childhood and family dynamics, things make more sense now. I had previously discussed this with my mom, and she admitted that she might have overlooked it, especially since I had frequent meltdowns as a child and rarely spoke to anyone. People always thought I was an alien!
- Fighting myself and not anyone else — In the back of my head, I know my biggest enemy is myself.